I love you

When I say you bye on the phone

thought wish I could be at home

so that I can see you again to tell

I am allright and all is going well

Its just that I really miss you alot

but cant tell you as it will distort

Talking to you on phone feels great

but after that your thoughts aches

I know this cant go well like this

but tears me apart when you are his

Its just that I really want you alot

but cant tell you as it will distort

Listening you laugh makes my day

all i want is to listen your say

They say long distance never works

but hiding it from you really hurts

Its just that I really like you alot

but cant tell you as it will distort

I just cant see or date another girl

cause thinking about you makes me whirl

I know I am not perfect or best for you

but every word i am saying is really true

Its just that I really pine you alot

but cant tell you as it will distort

I want you to tap me in every success

I want your hand for me in every stress

I want you to be always there by my side

I want your support to face every tide

Its just that I really need you alot

but cant tell you as it will distort

I try to be happy but I really cant

Its just you what all I genuinely want

I dont know I am getting crazy and mad

passing all the feeling inside your hat

Its just that I really wish you alot

but cant tell you as it will distort

Here I am on my knees and open hands

waiting for your answer please be fast

I cant wait anymore for your portion

My heart cannot suffer more affliction

Its just that I really love you alot

and want to tell I wont let it distort.

The Sea

Standing that morning by the beach

Wondering where that ship gonna reach

Dimming into the clouds as it cruise

Seems like the sea getting a bruise

Watering with the emotions it twirls

sea goes silent and the ship hurls

Dawn comes in and bright sun sets

Tides growl as the darkness directs

This silence kills the hope and joy

Moon plays with sea like a small toy

Nobody eyes frustration of that water

they dont feel the pain it slaughters

Patience was its key to make it through

Waiting for that light makes it move

those streams say that we are along

twirl and whirl they sing the bond

not giving up is their only message

never panic and wait for the passage

That beautiful sun and the ship are back

It feels the breeze and forget the lack

Every morrow is the way to make a start

all of us aim for bulls eye on the dart

This start is all what we should prevail

Forget the past and wait for your avail

frndship

Everyone wants to be in a relation

this anxiety is there in perception

But always wait for the right mate

Never ever make decisions in one date

Speeding things always make them fail

Test your ship before you ever sail.

Being desparate shoudnt be your thing

Wait for the one whom along you wana sing

Friendship is the best thing in our life

dont ignore them when you make the dive

Theyll always be there to give you hand

Even if you fail and dont deserve to stand

Each one of us needs some kind of attention

on the cost of others its lethal and potion

Being alone in end will scare you like hell

so dont be selfish and treat your friends well.

Friends are the one who make height of trust

Your one wrong decision could make it rust

Before making him/her the one for you

Ask your frnds for help and for input

They are the one who know you the best

Say him/her yes if he/ she pass there test

I know you always want the "one" in spark

But understand and look ahead for that dark.

Happy Homecoming

Landed at the airport waiting

The luggage came on the railing

I couldnt control my emotions

Smiling throughout the portion

A song was stuck in my mind

happy homecoming for 1st time.

Night one started on a good note

met my bachcha in her track suit

She hugged me and dropped a tear

i knew her pain but couldnt share

A breeze came and made me smile

Happy homecoming for 2nd time

Next few days I partied like hell

day and night i was out of my well

Met my bros and all of my friends

cant forget those moments we spent

clouds came and shadowed my light

Happy homecoming for 3rd time

Went on yatra and saw my dynasty

it was the lifetime fun and lively

We went places and prayed in temples

played along and i showed my sample

God came down and blessed my aisle

Happy homecoming for 4th time

Came back and took some rest

but you guys wont leave my nest

we talked we chatted and had blast

I fell sad because this would last

They came to make me feel the pride

Happy home coming for 5th time

Days came closer when ill be leaving

already felt the sadness of the waving

but as we say nuthing would stop us

made everyday hell like an octopus

Saw the wings flying by my side

happy homecoming for 6th time

The night came and I left home in pain

Memories flashing in front of my lane

I made myself clear about the new craving

Would bang the start with my full daring

I left my country on a happy sign

Happy homecoming for last time

Waking up

Woke up in the middle of a night

saw an instant message of a friend

hoping to see a reply from someone

No replies even when sun was bright.

Woke up in the middle of a night

saw a missed call of a friend

hoping a call back from someone

No calls even when sun was bright.

Woke up in the middle of a night

saw a smiley text of a friend

hoping a cute smile from someone

No text even when sun was bright.

I realized what to do and say

Instead of waiting by the bay

Done hoping for the bright ray

Found who always makes my day

Forgot about it taking my way

Friends are the one who are the best

Always help you building your nest

Believe in you and never take test

Their love and support are my gest

Always poke you even when you rest

Woke up in the middle of a night

saw the life with help of a friend

hoping nothing but said bye to someone

No tears again even when sun was bright.

Go Home

Standing there beside the aliby

I waited for you day and night

listened the fuzzing of every fly

go home and dont wait for the light

Listening to your voice talks and drama

Thinking maybe you want my hand to fight

but when it came to my piece of dillemma

go home and dont wait for the light

I loved you like anything by soul

Did everything to make you feel right

But you never understood my coal

and told to go home and dont wai for the light.

Standing there beside the aliby

I everytime tried to forget about you

listening the fuzzing of every fly

Proved my feelings were always true.

Spring

This spring break i have been in complication

There are some needed talks and some frustration

I want to keep my mind out of all things

That make me think and interfere my wings.

I am tired of somebody's obligations

and done with their thinking and potions.

Watching that sunlight i think of my dream

staring with the sunrise and till the eve.

Doing my thing shoud be my main aim

taking and hearing nonsense not my frame

Mood swings and attitude is not my type

Please be forward and dont make it a hype.

When i see that sunset and another moon

I wana race and be first to reach the roof

I am done being down as failure and loser

But still ill do my best and ill be the chooser

Destiny gives everyone some gifts and missions

I want to give my best and fulfill my delusions

I see the road the way and the direction

Its just the matter of my first impression

i need to leave some questions and deeds as history

As theyll poke me whenever Ill solve my mystery

I am sorry if you feel offended and get hurt

but i really really need to make this start.

What i feel for you

I remember that dawn when I saw you first

you were looking good in that top and a skirt

I dont know if you believe or not at love on first sight

but after seeing you I fell for you from that very night.

I dont know why my heart feel so special about

Looking at you feels good as you go around

This heartbeat feels you in evey pump

you leave me struggling and i feel dumb

I open my eyes i see your awesome smile

I open my heart i feel your simple style

I open my ears i want to listen you speak

I open my mind with your thoughts indeed

I open my ipod and listen to romantic songs

I open my soul to try being a little strong

Days have come and days have passed by

i was so scared thats why i never tried

But today i held up my emotions and came here

To hear the decision cause i cant wait and stare

Please dont be angry and dont be shy

answer me and i wont ask the reason why.

Please dont take me in a wrong way

I have tried to forget you everyday

But I am not able to control my mind

and I came here to end my grind

I dont feel bad about anything about this confession

Cause this feeling is pure with your obsession.

I want to give it a chance and make this happen

cause thinking about you feels like heaven

If you say that I am crazy and I am mad

I will do whatever to take your hand

Ill give my soul to make things your worth

I just want your beautiful smile in return.

MY BRO

I remember those nights when i came with problems with you

I remember those night outs that are stuck on your mind too

But here I am wishing you all the best for your life

I feel happy for you and paaji lets raise a toast of wine.

No more vodka, no more beer,

No more night outs and no more tears.

No more totta and no more parrot

No more Russian and no more arab.

Welcome Bhabhi to our world and our tribe

As your youngest Devar I will always be on your side

You dont know how much close this bro is to us

contact me for knowing any secret or fus.

From my frnd's side i will tell you something

you mean to us as bro and everything

Each one of us miss you by soul

why are you so mature and so cool.

Looking ahead for bhangra and being high

Ill make this world celebrate for your wedding night

Feelings are coming by straight from my heart,

I admire you for making this new start.

Long distance

I just dont know when i think about you

I just dont know what i feel about you

All i know is there is something inside me that wants you

But there is a thing called life that wont make it possible.

All i would say is dont expect and move on cause

the longer youll stay the longer it will hurt you.

I just dont know what to express and say

I just dont know what to do and what not to

All i know is though i feel the same but

Theres nothing in me that will make you happy

I just dont know why i want you by my side

I just dont know why is it making me cry

But as this war called life goes on

No one is the winner but everyones the loser

But that day i heard you voice

those words made the heartbeat high

I just dont know what to speak what to tell

but i feel the same that you pretend.

Loving and caring is all i need

but this life sucks and i feel the heat

I dont want you to be a part of this fire

But i still want you with me in every trial.

I remember those days when we walked alone

we laughed and giggled at every song

But as the time moves on and on

i realize the meaning of these silent dawns

I dont know what to tell and say

but i feel you with me everyday.

Now that you know my side

please be remain allright

Nothing has changed the things were before

infact they are more clear and to the core

you and me will always be the way we are

no matter what happens we arent that far.

Yesterday and today

Yesterday i saw the past days of my life which i could remember be it bad or good.

Yesterday i looked down upon the bad days when i was low and realized that i was the main culprit behind it and i was the one who made things complicated for others.

Yesterday i called back the things i did for my family and frnds and realized that it were they who were there with me and i was nowhere in my picture.

Yesterday i seeked through myself and found lot of emptyness and fakeness which i had created right from the day i started lying.It was me who made everything difficult for my own self.

Yesterday i dreamed those days when i had lot of fun but realized that the sense of being the celebrity or great (in selfish manner) was always pinching and being superior was one of my priorities.

Yesterday i materialized whatever i did whatever i said whatever i lied whatever i was it was not 100% me it was that rishabh whom i forced to be.

But today, I would like to say that one thing which is the damn truth of my life and of which i am proud of myself is . I dont care about anyone who says whatever about me. I only thing i care is from now on i dont have any hate feelings against anyone because today is the day when i got myself completely back from the day i left myself.

Mark my words i dont have anything left negative inside me except two things:

MY LAZYNESS

AND MY POOR JOKES